Forever Fool

NEBOH
1 min readSep 18, 2022

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facial profile in black and white of a young woman , shadowed with highlights of lights banded vertically across her face
Richard Jaimes

poem by Quinn Zhael (Firebird)

If reality is harsh and cruel
I was once a greater fool
Than you, freed
From the house of dead doves
I’ve been a fool for precious few
Loves, your eyes are as black
As the underside of day
But in them I see hazel
Sunsets of May

Do happy endings exist?
Or have I always been doomed
To persist with the mediocrity of generations
Repeating mistakes
Like incantations
Etching what little joy there can be
In companionship
And family?

But ever inside my ear
A whisper resounds so clear
The anxiety grips me the moment I wake
Until the pills dampen
The terror that quakes

Will there never be a house made of tree? No
Swaying in a boat at sea?
If you could rescue then
With you I’d flee, the mind
Inside you makes me believe, the black
Of your eyes; backdrop
For my dreams
The roof comes apart and the galaxy teems
Unravels my heart into ribbons and reams
And I’ll always be
Your fool it seems

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NEBOH

No Expert But Of Himself—Just writing what I know, a bit of what I think I know, hopefully I help others know a bit more than they knew.